I can't
I just can't
Can't you see??How the hell do you not feel??
You mistrust and you judge
The pain!The sufferance!!! The mercy they beg! How?! How not to feel and burn and die inside when you know how much they cry, and how they starve and tremble when they almost freeze to death each night?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! How come you don't feel a thing?How is it that you do not think about them? How it is to be scared and frightened most of the time, fearing things you couldn't possibly understand. Giant things,insensitive creatures, hitting you, not sharing, not caring. You just try unconditionally to live because that is your nature, to try to perpetuate, but you can't because the world runs you over like a car, or pierces you like a rape.
How can you monster live with yourself?!!!!!!! How can you read this and maybe think I exaggerate or think that I'm right, and yet do no feel anything and do anything and don't die inside everyday because of them who die for real each day because of you?!